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Chap 2 – My first masturbation


The next morning when I woke up, I felt my panty wet and sticky. I don’t know what happened. But I remember the whole night I was feeling very weird. I felt empty and kinda itchy at my private part. Thus I hugged my bolster very closely, rubbing my private against it.

I flip the bolster around and found a wet spot. I blush as I think I must have wetted my bed last night.

There’s a strong musky and scent coming out from the wet patch as I put my nose closer to it. The feeling of the smell somehow makes my heart beat fast.

I got out of bed and change the bed sheet and bolster cover and send it for washing in hope that noone will know it.

After that, I went to the bath room to wash up and bath.

I brushed my teeth then took off all my clothes to take a shower. As I take out my panty, I noticed that the portion of the panty is still quite wet. And there are some brown stain there. I bring it closer to my eyes to check what is it. I sniff on it as I though it maybe some shit. But it seems like it is not. In fact, it looks more like dried blood stain that I always got on my skirt when I bruised and cut on my knees when ever I was too playful in school and fell or what.

But the smell from my panty is the same as the smell from my bolster that I smelled earlier.

I quickly put the panty into the basin and start to hand wash it.

After washing it, I hung it around the basin and started to take a shower.

As I felt really sticky and wet down there at my private, I spend more time in washing there then usual. I took the shower head and blast the waster my private. I have tried to rinse my private every time I bath. But today, I spread my private lips open and blasted at it longer.

I felt really good the longer I blast the shower head at my private.

I know I have previously felt good when I do this, but today, it just seems like it’s so good, I never want to take the shower head away.

I felt that I wish the waster could go in deeper, I would feel better. I used my right hand to spread my private open and try to blast the water deeper from the shower head which I held with my left hand.
As I am spread my private open, I felt my right hand coming in contact with a small harden muscle. I have never felt my private having such thing. I was shock at first.

But it really felt very good when my finger were exposed to it. As such, I try to rub on it using my middle finger.

I don’t know what it is, but it feels very good when I rub on it. The feeling is amazing. It felt like millions of blood cells rushing towards my head, from my groin area, rising upward, pass my tummy, up my chest, to my throat, making me make some soft noise as it passes my throat as it travels up to my head.

I started by rubbing it in circular motion, and the feeling got even better. I felt like my head is spinning, and getting breathless as more and more blood cells are rushing towards my head.

Not long later, I suddenly let out a loud noise “ahhh…” as I felt like something has exploded in my head.

I stop rubbing there and felt very good, nut I am confused at the same time as well.

I don’t know what is the feeling, although it felt really very good. But it is really kinda strange to have the feeling.

Just then, I heard a series og banging on the toilet door, and my brother is shouting outside “WEI! You OK already or not? I am late for school lar! FASTER!! I want to use the toilet!!”

I quickly clean up and wrap my towel on my body and open the door.

I walk quickly into the my room and felt my face blushing, but I don’t know why.

Back in my room, I locked the door and lie on the bed thinking about just now in the shower and pondering about it.

After a while, I got up and change into my school uniform and start to tie my hair in my usually two pony tail.

As I stand in front of the mirror to check if my uniform is neat, I looked that my chest and felt a bit sad. All my classmates including my two best friends, Jane and Mich need to wear singlet as they are growing at their chest area. I wonder when will I grow into a woman, and why am I so much slower then them…..

(to be continued...)