[Derelict]

Under no circumstances is this a 'fuck' at every paragraph sexploitation thread, so if that is what you're looking for then STOP, walk back the way you came in, and click on my fellow LENS or Subaru's thread. This is just Derelict's monologue or a 'tool' (if I may) on my thots and feelings. Is it the only tool out there? Good grief, NO! Just my opinion on a subject or subjects that I have experienced and felt...

...and here I go.

Here I am thinking out loud about what was...

2007 is nearly midway. I'm not too sure if I am ecstatic about it. 2002 proved to be the single best year of my life other than 2000 when I found my soulmate. I am a lil lost for words and somewhat hasitant to go on my merry way without trying to understand what it all mean.

So why am I here, right now, writing this you ask. Well... I kinda met a few blokes in here and found them to be nice. Infact I kinda enjoyed their words. They keep me company within the boring company that I am in at the company. Some of the post in here are near fantastical or mind provoking. Overall it was a nice place to while away. Which bring me to the question of why am I here. Lets see. Hmmm, you know, I dont really know. But I am sure its about writing. They (those few blokes) wanted me to write about my sexual exploits (if any) with my exes. Okay, they didnt really ask per say infact it was I who did the asking (thats not important and please dont change the subject). It's been a week and I cant think of anything that equal to a LENS'tastic exploits. So what I have come up with is my accounts. My diary or sort of. I will write whatever subject that pop in my cranium and maybe mull it over here as a good talking point. If you have read this much... support by continuing lah.

I came across a topic about a liar. Somehow it jog my mind about my bad experience eons ago. It was my 1st love that nearly undid me...