My boring story...

[wtfuad]

You have been a really good friend to Mark.

[junebaby]

So the Deepavali public holiday was approaching and if I took leave on Friday, it would mean I could enjoy a super long weekend.

Last year's Deepavali was eventful to say the least. It was when I had my first gangbang with 4 guys. Obviously that didn't work out as well as I would have liked. Thankfully I've had a way better one with 3 guys since then, now that Deepavali was here again, it did seem somewhat apt that I try to do something similar again. With the right people of course.

As evidenced by Mark, size really didn't matter to me anymore. While I had been spoilt by my husband since the start, then my FWB later on, Mark's inclusion into my sex life really had nothing to do with his size or skill, although the latter just made things way easier. I needed a connection with the guy. Something deeper than his dick in my pussy.

Someone had PMed me on the forum and asked how would I know I didn't have the connection if I never tried the guy before. To be honest it's not easy to tell. As you've read before, I did have a negative experience meeting with someone from the forum even though our conversations over PM had been going rather well. So I guess you can't really tell after all, and really have to experience it to find out, and it's best to go with your gut feelings.

With Jason and Darren, connection aside, I have to admit they fuck well. Darren especially with his humongous tool, even though he cums hilariously fast. But despite having interacted with them non-sexually during the BBQs and what not, I really couldn't achieve that deeper connection I needed to truly enjoy the sex with them.

Someone else PMed me about EoS, asking what my fascination with him was. The person also claimed to have met EoS in real life and that he was really just a bag of hot air and not worth my time and effort. Well, I don't really know, do I? But our talk at the beach previously did give me an insight into him. And honestly, it's really fun to tease him just to see his reaction. Call me a slut or whatever, I don't really care, I'm at the stage of my life right now that if I don't do the things I wanna do, I may never get the chance to ever again. So YOLO.

Someone asked about my husband as well. If he was such a prime specimen, and so understanding to my needs, why did I even need to sleep with so many others? The funny thing is, I've been like this since a long time ago. With my uni FWB, my ex-boss, with my current FWB before I was convinced to come clean with my husband. I think as long as I found that deeper connection with someone, the sex would naturally follow. And I'm pretty sure even if the connection was one way, guys would reject sex way less often than girls. Like someone told me before, girls need a reason to have sex, guys just need a time and place. So it really isn't about my husband, it's me. I want the variety I guess? But extremely selective variety.

Sorry if this is starting to sound like an AMA, but I'm struggling to write about what happened over the Deepavali holiday. Not because something bad happened, but more of I think I've hit a writer's block. It's really not easy writing erotic content and not making it sound the same as before, so I thought I'd just get some questions I'd been asked out there so there might be more context to the story.

Finally, Tom's issues with his wife. As far as I know, he's separated, probably just waiting out the time period to get a divorce. Yes, he's been living with me and my husband for a pretty long time. No he doesn't pay rent. He pays in kind. Hahaha. Just kidding. He helps out with food and utilities, in addition to taking care of my sexual needs. Don't they feel weird or disgusted by the dick-on-dick contact? They seem fine now. Aren't I worried about pregnancy or diseases? Well, I'm on the pill, and so far we've been lucky. We also get tested monthly and Tom assures me he uses protection with everyone else. Again, this is my YOLO decision.

What happened to April? She's still around, just that I don't really write about her because I don't know what she does with my husband whenever she requests to meet him. She has her own FWB to attend to her needs now that her husband is overseas.

And finally, on to Mark. Why am I even doing all this for him? I don't know. It's funny when you read somebody's story and get so engrossed in it then you end up being part of the story. But in real life, Mark is a really nice and caring guy who doesn't think twice about being there for his friends, even at the expense of his own well-being. Of course the sex is great, but deep down I wish that he'll be able to find his true happiness with someone. Would it be Shirlyn or Alicia? Nobody would know. Frankly, part of me believed that he and Jasmine could have worked out if she didn't lose the baby, whether it was his or not. I guess she just didn't know how to appreciate a good thing.

Anyway, hope I didn't bore you with all these details as I try to figure out how to write about my fantastic Deepavali gangbang.

Happy reading.

[junior_cannibal]

June, don't worry a bit about the block. The reason why many of us keep coming back to read is like how you were attracted to Mark. Via his own thread, you became part of the story, maybe a bit on the sentiment and emotion, is your mother instinct that wants to care for him, like he's a lost child.
To write very well on the sex part is tough, like cracking a joke on a stage to make a big audience laugh. Just write the way you write would be good, as that's the most real.
Till then, have fun.

[anandu]

Thanks for update.

[Kalashnikov]

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal

June, don't worry a bit about the block. The reason why many of us keep coming back to read is like how you were attracted to Mark. Via his own thread, you became part of the story, maybe a bit on the sentiment and emotion, is your mother instinct that wants to care for him, like he's a lost child.
To write very well on the sex part is tough, like cracking a joke on a stage to make a big audience laugh. Just write the way you write would be good, as that's the most real.
Till then, have fun.

Thanks for info.

[iWabbit]

Originally Posted by anandu

Thanks for update.

Yes, and hope to read more.