My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

[Lostuncle]

Bro, your story really captivating. It's the kind of bittersweet but same time so arousing.
Do you let your imagination torture you ? Like how would you be able to sleep some night just thinking what happen?


I wonder how many Raj there are out there. I think this forum alot also. If you are on the other side there are CB but if he is your bro, he is a hero. So really depends on prospective. Actually need to learn from him, really, 男人不壞女人不愛。

[Lostuncle]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

hey bro. please read my reply again. think you sped read.

Teo, your bro won't do such things also.. fk, don't tell me a new guy or Raj's friend who contacted her?

Painful just thinking about it

[1231231233]

FUCKING HENG! FUCK HENG! I was so engrossed in so much anger reading the texts. I almost didn’t see her coming… she got on as soon as I nonchalantly kept the phone in the door slot.

me : how you know i’m here?

her : you said you were coming over straight what.

me : ok. where to?

her : depends….

me : on?

her : have you seriously thought about what I suggested?

me : about??

her : #3.

me : of course not. I didn’t even spend a single second on it. it’s completely ridiculous.

her : I want you to think about it now. please.

me : what’s there to think? there’s completely no feelings for her!

her : she’s more attractive than me, her …

me : stop it please. no, not to me.

her : let me finish, ok? MCP again? if you really respect me, let me finish, and really think about it.

me : ok.

her : her past is simpler than mine. She doesn’t make mistakes like I do. She surely can give you kids. you can have the simple and clean family, other than a step baby. She’s nicer and sweeter than me.. ok.. take a moment to imagine the two of you together. do it for me. please.

me : ok…… then.

her : isn’t that better?

me : better? in what ways?

her : you can have a normal family. kids.

me : but what’s the point?

her : what do you mean what’s the point? it’s a normal life. not every one of us can get it. mother, your mother will love her too.

me : ‘your’ mother? not mother anymore?

her : sorry. didn’t feel right.

me : i’m sorry. if what I did hurt you so bad that you want to break us off, then just say it. stop trying to set me up with others. I don’t need to get married to someone just for the sake of it.

her : no. I didn’t mean that. I just think you’d be happier.

me : I guess you don’t really know me at all.

awkward silence….

her : that was hurtful.

me : sorry. but why you keep pushing me away? ok. I’ve thought about it. yes, i might be happier, with what others will see as sort of a ‘trophy’ wife like #3. so tall. long legs. big boobs. they call her chio. her baby is cute. have another kid of mine. she’s simple minded. sorry. describing all these right now, I feel horrible. sorry. i cannot continue. it sounds like torture.

her : torture?

me : yes. torture.

her : why?

me : because I’d be trapped, I can’t do anything to end it without hurting #3 and her kid, I won’t be able to do it. but also, I can’t do anything and just spend the rest of my life thinking and missing you!

she saw the tears in my eyes. she was shocked.

her : what if I don’t want kids?

me : you think I want?

awkward silence..

she grabbed my hand, squeezed it tight.

her : ok. let’s go.

me : where?

her : I don’t know. park mall?

me : why? or you mean park lane?

her : no! the one with all the furniture and stuff. we need a new bed right?

me : we ? meaning you forgive me?

her : nope. not really. but …. sorry. i need time.

me : ok. take as much time as you need.

I drove, and I updated her on the bed I chose. Almost handed her the wrong phone from the door slot.. she approved the bed I chose. things seemed to be back to normal, she didn’t hold my hand but didn’t push me away when I walked close to her as we looked for some temporary furniture for my bedroom.

Dinner at her parents’ was normal, felt real, but also knew we were faking it. Her parents didn’t seem to notice anything off at all. They probably saw her as the good girl they raised, dating a fat ass nerd face like me, unlikely to be a player, unlike my mother who worries about my ways.

after dinner,

me : where?

her : thought you fixed the bed le?

me : oh… ok.

her : oei don’t speed.

we both laughed a little. it felt normal.

reached.

her : I go say hi to mother.

me : mother? good.

my fiancé finally smiled at me again. I collected some of the stuff we bought and brought them in, headed to my room.. She appeared in my room shortly.

me : shower first?

her : nope.

she came over and locked lips with me, then walked me to the bed and gently pushed me down.

me : erm. that’s not how it happened…..

I regretted those words immediately. her face changed immediately.

me : sorry. I thought….

her : then how?? you on top of her?

me : no no. i mean. never mind. it’s ok…

her : no, tell me…

me : will it help you move on?

her : yes.

me : ……. we didn’t kiss. she just make me lay and she ride me. that’s it. really.. didn’t even remove her bra.

her : like this?

me : gosh.. new one again???

her : quiet. so just ride?

me : yes… careful.

we were near the edge of the bed. I didn’t really trust my fixing of the bed frame either…. she started to ride me, looking down at me with that upset face of hers…. She started to pinch me a little, making me realise perhaps that was how she got those love bites…. she leaned in and sucked on my neck, it was really painful, the first ever love bite she has given me, she probably didn’t know how to do it either… I unhooked her bra and removed it, she let me….. I started to feel my neck getting a bit wet, a few drips. but I lost control. flipped her over and sucked on her tits. Gosh how much I missed them! lifted up her legs and fucked her missionary, the old way which she liked hitting her g spot non stop. She hugged me so tight, scratching my back! like it’s been so long since she felt this way! we kissed… and kissed… it was fucking passionate. I was about to cum…………

our eyes met……

she looked up at me. this time it was different.

her : no no no!

she hit me hard and pushed me away, struggled with such force. i was shocked that i stopped, even in my state of lust.

me : why why???

her : i keep imagining you and #5.

she got up and put her bra back on.

me : you are leaving??

her : sorry. i need more time.

me : hey come on man. what I did was just weak and let someone else take advantage at first… is it really as bad as?

her : as?

I remained stumped. She got dressed and left… I finally got up and got over myself, chased after her. Fortunately, she was still waiting to get a cab down the street. she saw me, stood there but didn’t walk away.

me : please get in. I won’t talk at all. I promise……. come on it’s late…….. eh, even if you don’t get in, I will follow the cab behind you ….. you are my fiancé.. right?

she got in.. we didn’t speak for the rest of the journey.

before she alighted.

me : will I see you tomorrow?

her : my period tomorrow.

me : so?

silence …..

me : can we meet for lunch tmr? like strangers?

her : what do you mean?

me : like a brand new start. you for lunch around 12pm.

her : where?

me : let me find you. like how you knew when to come down just now.

she laughed…

her : ok.

after she left, I waited in the car. I don’t know why. Just didn’t feel like leaving at all…. I sat there…. took the phone out……

whose conversation should I read???


….

— 12.15 am Monday

#6 : your food is here. are you on your way?

— 8 am Same Monday

#6 : good morning sleepy head. there’s mcdonalds for you and your kids on the table. Don’t forget to bring it home. hope you all like them.

— 11am

raj : ok thanks.

#6 : you still there? can take a shower if you want. The door will auto lock, don’t worry.

raj : I off today. I can stay. you can take leave?

#6 : huh. don’t worry, you can just stay there. I order lunch for you?

raj : ok. never mind. don’t take leave.

#6 : what would you like for dinner later?

raj : you decide la. something nice. I worked so hard for you last night.

#6 : hehe ok. miss you.

raj : miss me or my big cock.

#6 : aren’t they the same thing?

raj : good girl. don’t forget take pill today.

#6 : my period is coming tomorrow. don’t worry. I searched online already.

raj : ok. I will fuck you nice nice tonight.

#6 : ok.



——— 5.pm

#6 : you hungry already?

raj : yeah.. you ordered so little.

#6 : sorry. i’m going to buy dinner and come back already….

FUCK MAN, that was early! I've never known her to leave work that early.


raj : ok. come back quick. my cock needs your pussy.

#6 : ok.

raj : your pussy needs my cock?

#6 : yes. can’t wait. hehe

raj : later we try something new.

#6 : ok



—— 9 pm

#6 : dear, you home already?

raj : yeah.

#6 : never text me……….

raj : tired la.

#6 : oh yeah you worked very hard.

raj : what’s my reward?

#6 : you are still hungry ah?

raj : yeah hungry for you la. your pussy so tight. i wanna fuck you until it’s loose.

#6 : ouch. don’t la.

raj : you mean you don’t want?

#6 : hehe i never say that.


—— 9.40 pm

#6 : you coming over tomorrow?

raj : for what? you period.

#6 : we go for dinner?

raj : ok. i need energy to give it to you again.

#6 : I period my dear…

raj : got other ways one.

#6 : how?

raj : you find out tomorrow.

#6 : ok. Goodnight! miss you already.





————— Tueday 9am. (june holidays still)

#6 : good morning! can I have you address please? I order breakfast for you and your kids?

raj : no need.

#6 : ok.



—— 5.30 pm

#6 : are you picking me up for dinner?

raj : you period right? later you stain my bike.

#6 : oh yeah. better not. so how?

raj : your place la. you go buy. I come over later.

#6 : ok.


—— 7pm

#6 : hey the food is getting cold, are you on your way already?




—— 9pm

#6 : hey are you angry with me?


—— 9.20 pm

#6 : I’m sorry ok?

#6 : can you give me your bank details? i transfer the money to you.

raj : for what?

#6 : you mentioned need to renew your passport? I do for you?

raj : nah no need.

raj : ??? -?????? - ? savings account.

#6 : ok done!


— 9.45pm

#6 : so you are ok to join us for the trip?

raj : i confirm tomorrow.

#6 : are you still upset with me?

raj : you this cannot that cannot. try blow also cannot.

#6 : i’m sorry ok. I will try next time.

raj : say only la. then anal? you will let me try?

#6 : i really cannot ok. i’m scared.

raj : then I go the dive trip for fuck. i don’t even dive. waste of money

#6 : no need to pay at all. we are sharing rooms.. meals all accounted for already. the view is good.

raj : you stay in room let me fuck?

#6 : ok.

raj : blow for me?

#6 : ok. i try.

raj : anal?

#6 : I really don’t know ok.

raj : I will train you. just trust me, you will enjoy it.

#6 : ok.

raj : how many days.

#6 : about 5 days or more. don’t worry my period over already by then.

raj : no la. my kids how? I need hire baby sitter take care of them, give them allowance.

#6 : oh sorry. are you able to make arrangements?

raj : you think raising kids easy is it? it’s fucking expensive and stressful ok.

#6 : don’t worry, I’m here to help ok?

raj : help how? you baby sit them? I get paid by day for my job also. away so many days. cannot la.

#6 : how much you earn a day?

raj : eh fuck off la bitch. what you think i am? your dog is it??

#6 : no no. i’m sorry. i didn’t mean it that way.

#6 : I am so sorry. i just want to see how much I should transfer you.


—— 10.30pm

#6 : I’m so sorry ok. please don’t misunderstand me.


—— 10.45pm

#6 : I just transferred you some money ok. hope it’s enough. $200 a day enough? if not let me know ok. I transferred for 7 days, just in case we extend the trip or what.

raj : you transfer for fuck? I don’t have time to go work and pay you back.

#6 : no no. not need to pay me back at all. hope it helps ok, so you can relax during the trip.


—— Wed morning
— 9 am

#6 : good morning dear. Please forgive me ok.


— 11am

#6 : so you coming? i need to inform them. it’s in two day’s time.


— 1 pm

raj : yeah coming.

#6 : thank you ok! you won’t regret this.

raj : yeah, i will be so bored. make sure you bring sexy clothes. don’t always just t-shirt and shorts.

#6 : ok. you want to follow me shopping and help me choose what you like me to wear?

raj : nah. i don’t do such sissy things..

#6 : ok sorry.

raj : you better bring pills.

#6 : you want me to bring condoms?

raj : I don’t wear condoms. mine too big already.

#6 : ok. I will get the pills.


— 5 pm.

#6 : you free for dinner?

raj : don’t so sticky. I will fuck you nice nice during the trip. don’t worry.

#6 : ok sorry.


— — Thursday morning

— 11 am

#6 : good morning dear.


— 3 pm

#6 : you want to stay over tonight? so tomorrow morning we can cab down in the morning together.

raj : your period over?

#6 : almost. drying up.

raj : what to pack? I don’t have a lot of clothes.

#6 : we meet for dinner ? then we go shop for clothes?

raj : ok.


— 7pm

#6 : are you on your way already? I’m at ?????? mall already.






there was a huge gap in dates. It made sense as they were on the trip together…. I tallied it with the files he saved.


Day 2 Dive trip

incident 1 (on bed, seems like the simple room from the dive trip)

Photo 1 - blurry and dark photo, a woman being fucked doggy, i recognised her hair, it was my lovely and sweet fiancé’s back, NAKED

Video 2, 1 minute ++ - blurry and dark video, same scene, my lovely and sweet fiancé being fucked doggy on the bed. the camera moved around, showing the penis going in and out of her pussy, then filming her back and to her face which was sideways. she was fast to cover her face and turned… there was some soft sounds. I replayed it again…

I realise there was audio, and raised the volume….


“piak piak piak piak” + “AH! AH! AH! AH! RAJ! RAJ RAJ! AH! RAJ!”


Day 4 Dive trip

Incident 2 (background seems like dive trip simple room, on bed but her kneeling on the floor)

Photos 3-6 - clear photos, my lovely fiancé’s face, with Raj’s cock in her mouth, her hand covering her eyes, some pictures with her lips stretched forward in the sucking motion.

Photos 7-15 - clear photos, my lovely fiancé’s face, UNCOVERED, looking at the camera, enjoying and posing with the cock in her mouth, with her mouth wide open and her tongue licking his cock, his cock FULLY in her mouth, her lips hidden by his bush and her beautiful EYES WIDE OPENED, looking directly at the camera…

Video 16, ALMOST THREE MINUTES LONG! -
(audio) “ dear……… look here………… yeah……………. lick……………. look here…………… lick for me…..………… look here……………. ok…………… nice…………………… suck it.……………… keep looking……… suck it……………… you love it………………… yes………………………………… suck it…………………. yes…………. yes.…… yes……. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. ooooohhhhhhhhh..”

(video) my lovely fiancé’s sweet face, eyes shut.. opened her eyes, looked at the person filming, then directly at the camera for a few seconds…. then closing her eyes…. she was enjoying the whole process like a slut! then opening her eyes again, fixing her eyes at the camera……. her head started to pump.. pump… raj’s cock going in and out of her mouth…. pump… pump.. pump.. pump.. then she almost choked, some semen came out of her mouth as she flinched backwards… the phone swung side to side and then it was off.





Day 6 dive trip, midnight

Incident 3 (on a chair, could see that it was a room over the water, most likely the same dive trip)

Video 17 lesser than 1 minute, blurry video with phone flashlight- my fiancé sitting on the chair, her head cock fucking Raj’s penis, it was late, could hear the background sounds, it was quiet, waves... Raj moaning, and then whispering to her “show me. show me, show me” (she opened her mouth, half filled with cum) “swallow swallow… ok show me” (her opening her mouth again, cum all gone, then she looked away, perhaps in disgrace)





——————— next wednesday evening.
— 8pm

#6 : thanks dear, for the wonderful trip. hope you enjoyed it too.

— 10 pm

#6 : dear you ok?



————— next Thursday morning

— 8.45am

#6 : dear you ok? i’m worried about you.



— 12.30 pm

#6 : Please listen first ok. I’m really worried about you. just transferred you a bit of money in case you or your kids need it.



— 4pm

#6 : dear, please reply me? i’m so worried about you.

raj : yes i ok

#6 : what happened?

raj : busy la.

#6 : you can’t even take one second to reply me ok?


— 9pm.

#6 : you want supper?



———— Friday
— 10 am

#6 : good morning dear, dinner tonight?





———— Saturday
— 11am

#6 : dear, did I do anything wrong?



— 2pm

#6 : sorry, are you breaking up with me or what?

raj : you think we secondary school dating is it.. i’m busy with work and kids. we just spent so many days together, still not enough is it? don’t be so sticky

#6 : I’m sorry ok.



——— Sunday
— 4pm

#6 : [image of the blue camisole] dear, should I buy this?

raj : good.


— 6pm

#6 : you want to come over tonight?

raj : you got buy?

#6 : yes.

raj : wear and send me photo.

#6 : it’s in the washing machine. will dry by tomorrow.



—— Monday morning

— 11am

#6 : sorry to disturb you. would you like to have dinner tonight? the blue night wear is dried already.

raj : see how.


——— 10pm

raj : I coming over now.

#6 : ok.

raj : wear the blue

#6 : yes. already in it. waiting for you.



— 11pm

#6 : are you on the way?

raj : no

#6 : how come? something happened at home?

raj : no. bike no more gas. no money for petrol.

#6 : how much do you need? Let me help please..

raj : $200.

#6 : ok transferred. get here safe ok?



Incident 4 (on a bed….. Home bedsheets. looked like an ok place)==> her condo

Photo 18-20 - blurry photo, my fiancé FACE AND IN THE LIGHT BLUE CAMISOLE on a bed, Raj’s tummy in between her legs, her head turned sideways, eyes shut….

Photo 21 and 22 - not so clear photo, my lovely fiancé’ NAKED body , without face on the same bed, no Raj’s tummy, but his penis, NO CONDOM, half inside her.

Video 23, almost 3 minutes long - blurry video, my fiancé’s being fucked missionary by raj, one hand covering her eyes, the room was dark and the phone’s flashlight was on, in video mode shining at her, her mouth opened… she was once again, screaming Raj’s name between her screams of pleasure, the camera filmed to Raj’s cock going in and out of her… wait… I realised something. with the flashlight shining at least 30 seconds at her pussy, I could see…. IT WAS CLEANLY SHAVEN! The video ended when Raj let out a moan, pulling out slowly, semen dripping from his penis… he spread her pussy with two fingers, showed the semen inside, pushed his fingers in and fucked her a while and the phone swung away

fuck ! she was LOUD! and moaning his name! she wasn’t even covering her face, but covering her eyes from his phone’s bright flash!



I couldn't read anymore..

I finally understood why she's so weak to him

and i was such a fucker to have made the mistake.

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by Lostuncle

Teo, your bro won't do such things also.. fk, don't tell me a new guy or Raj's friend who contacted her?

Painful just thinking about it

it's ok now. old already. numb. won't reveal the ending so fast la.


it's more painful to check user CP, those who try to zap. I don't even check it anymore. Being judged left right center. up down.

apologies to those who up my rep. I really never check to see who you are.

[enigma88]

A lot of us appreciate your story. Please keep the story going.

[1231231233]

Next day, 12 pm.

I waited there…. It was the place I used to eat at when I worked at the previous work place. It was the place #6 recommended to me even before we dated, the place where I kept going back there on my own even after we broke up the first time…. I stood and played on my phone, away from the general direction people usually walk from the entrance to the corner shop…. I stood and waited impatiently, my heart was pounding actually, whenever a lady walked by and enters the shop. I’d look on, dreading each time it wasn’t her.

12.15pm.

OMG!!! it was really her! my fiancé really appeared! She looked like she was looking into the shop as well, looking around as she went in. I think she saw me but quickly looked straight into the shop… I walked in quickly, there was another two ladies behind her in the queue… My heart pounded like fuck! even though her back view looked so plain, she was in a non fitting dress, one of her very old ones. black and maroon, it was boring. Her hair was tied up just like old times. I caught a glimpse of her bra, beige. I realise what she was trying to do. Just like old times!

I kept looking at her. After she paid and moved to the side to take the chili she liked, which i hated, I saw her put it back. She was doing it for me? she gave me a quick glance but pretended not to see me. I couldn’t stop looking at her, until the aunty called to me to order. I was rather nervous, even forgetting to add my extra mushrooms and meat and veggie, my usual order. She took her tray and past me by, went to the table and sat down, facing the exit. When I FINALLY got my food, I quickly approached her from behind.

me : hi, is this seat taken?

she hasn’t start to eat, looked up at me, acted surprise.

her : oh ok. sure. go ahead.

adjusted her tray to make space on the crammed table..

me : sorry ah, no space already. thanks.

she looked around, looked at me and laughed a little..

we both ate quietly, she pretended to use her phone. I couldn’t stop looking at her. this plain jane look. somehow, it was working for me now! especially odd since I found it rather turn off in the past..

me : have you tried their mushrooms?

her : nope. why?

me : it’s really sweet and thick. would you like to try one?

her : oh erm. ok……… yup it’s good!

me : want more?

her : oh no thanks thanks. I will remember to add them tomorrow. how much?

me : take some more? I can’t finish. Hope you don’t mind though, I’m a stranger after all.

her : oh ok. how much is it?

me : don’t worry about it. so you work around here?

her : yup. you?

me : I’m on the other side.

her : so how you found out about this place? it’s pretty secluded.

me : oh erm. my ex introduced this place to me when I used to work around here.

her : ex? what happened?

me : erm. don’t judge me. I got drunk and made a mistake with another woman whom I had no feelings for. so. yup. I let her down.

her : oh ok.

me : what about you? you are married? ( i hinted at her ring, I was glad she was still wearing it)

her : oh, this? no it’s just decorative, easier to handle some male clients. what about you? (she looked at my ring band)

me : oh. same. just wear for decorative. sentimental values.

her : wow. you must really love your ex?

me : yup, she’s the best. you remind me of her though?

her : oh. really ? haha. is that why you sat here when there are so many other tables?

me : erm…….. erm…

she realised I didn’t know how to continue with the play acting.

her : oh sorry, didn’t realise the rest left already.

me : oh. yeah. yup yup. I didn’t realise only after I saw you turn.

her : oh ok. by the way, let me buy you a drink, for the mushrooms.

me : so what about you? are you dating anyone?

her : nope.

me : oh. broke up recently?

her : yup.

me : oh…. erm… what happened? he did something stupid and didn’t cherish you?

her : nope. he’s perfect (she looked at me, deep into my eyes)… I’m not good enough for him.

me : wow, then he must be some prince charming bruce wayne knight in shining armour? how can you not be good enough for any man??

her : I’m already 30. still single, only 1 bf before. what do you think?

me : haha. I find that hard to believe.

she got up before I said anything else and took her purse with her.

her : oh wait. what would you like? a coke?

me : mineral water will do. healthier.. do you mind sharing? can’t finish whole bottle anyway. don’t waste money

she couldn’t hide her smile, it’s something she’s always been nagging at me to switch to… and about saving money on the little things.

I sat and waited for her, looking at her from behind. She was so like this back then, even though her father was a big shot in ???, even though her family had decent wealth, she was brought up in a disciplined manner, thrifty and morally sound. Even til today, her parents didn’t see the need to upgrade their house or spend unnecessarily, that and other values well ingrained in her until …… i guess, raj?

this was why her transformation to this needy and willing to be used person was scary. I on the other hand, my family wasn’t like hers. Stumbled upon wealth, but wise enough not to easily squander them away. I wasn’t as, you know, disciplined like her, more easy going and carefree, something she could not really accept, which was why I wasn’t surprised she agreed to Teo first because he was more like her.

she came back with a bottle, one cup and 2 straws. we continued to eat as we were rather slow. It was already almost 1240pm.

me : you done?

her : yup…… oh ok.. thanks, and thanks.

I handed her a piece of tissue and helped her clear her tray as well, not that it was compulsory back then. However, when I turned, she was gone. Chased out after her, saw her walking slowly, but peeking behind to see if I knew where she went. I followed behind, let her sweat for a moment, then caught up with her.

me : hey.

her : oh hi. erm. what’s up?

me : oh, realised I never got your name.. I’m J

her : oh ok. (she almost laughed at my fake name) I’m Y. (her fake name)

me : erm ….. I’m sorry. erm…

her : are you ok?

me : erm… i’m not good at this…. erm…… do you think it’s crazy, if like… erm…… I ask for your number?

her : oh. erm……. but we barely know each other……

me : oh yeah. true. sorry. ah… sorry for being so weird. but I thought we had connection. Sorry to disturb. you.

her : erm…

we both stood there and waited a while more.

me : how about dinner? you know a good place around here? you don’t have to give me your number, we just set a time and meet there?

her : oh hmmmm.. but what if I cannot make it?

me : then I’d wait until you show up.

her : ahah. you are…. really patient… ok then. ?????? , it’s over there. 7pm to be safe.

me : ok sure. I will be there around 6.30pm, make sure we have a table. see you later, i hope…. Y..

we both had a good laugh. I walked her back to her building, we chat like strangers, asking silly questions. Exchanging information about good food and coffee, even though she reverted back to her old self, not caring much about food.


6.20pm, reached ???????…

her : wow, you are early.

me : eh??? how come. I thought.

her : I got off work earlier, so came down to get a table.

me : haha. imagine I’m out here waiting for you, and you are already inside… and we wonder the whole night.

her : but eventually I will come out right?

me : good point.

we ate. both of us really got into the role of strangers, it was fun. it was fucking sweet. the sweet feeling was back.

We split the bill. I offered Y a lift back, and she agreed. Drove her into her carpark.

me : Thanks for the lovely company… so……

her : hmmm?

me : may i have your number now?

her : yup. why not.

I handed her my phone, she keyed and was surprised that her name didn’t come up. I had already erased it..

her : ok… here you go… Good night..

me : yup good night, hope you didn’t give me a fake number.

her : haha. you can find out later….

we stared long at each other. she saw that I was about to lose control and hug her, she got off and walked slowly away. I took my phone out and started to text her via SMS.


me : I know I’m supposed to wait 3 days before texting you, but you aren’t like any other lady I’ve dined with so far. Really hope to see you soon. Thanks for the wonderful time.

her : Sorry, who is this?

me : erm, I’m J… We just had dinner together?

her : sorry, I think you have the wrong number.

what? I tapped on her name to check the number. wait. is that her number? i didn’t memorise. almost went to the WhatsApp to check our history.

her : I’m kidding. Thank you for the wonderful time too.

me : ah! for a moment, I really thought you faked number me.

her : why would I do that?

me : sorry la. you see my size and face, not many women are nice enough like you to give me number.

her : oh. I thought you mentioned I’m not like any other lady you’ve dated…

me : date, doesn’t mean they want me ah. haha. faked numbered me before. but it’s alright, they aren’t worth the trouble..

her : hey, don’t drive and text ok. it’s not safe.

me : ok. text you when I get home?

her : sure. drive safe.


I felt so happy. it was like we were starting afresh all over again……. I was about to drive off, but a part of me couldn’t bear to. I sat there and wait…………. then… i realised. I better check his phone to make sure there was no sharing of her in the chat with L. I realised that previously, I stopped the moment I saw raj share their group photo.. took the phone out, it was still there. the battery was getting low. I scrolled…… there was something slightly more above the previous chat.. thankfully, no other history before that.



raj : [forwarded photo of my fiancé’s simpleselfie, the one that very likely turned raj off]

L : what the fuck bro?

raj : my first chinese.

L : looks young. but nah.

raj : ok in person.

L : ugly photo. got others?

raj : wait.

raj forwarded the group photo of the bridesmaids at #3’s wedding.

L : which one?

raj : second right.

L : you also want? that one on the right is hot. (#1)

………………….. (refer to previous post for middle chat) https://sbf.today/showpost.php?p=2...&postcount=220


raj : how? enjoy?

L : she fucking wet sia.

raj : told you she horny.

L : bro arrange hotel please.

raj : you say she fucking ugly.

L : just try la bro. she fucking wet and tight. I want try

raj : ok I arrange.



I took note of the date and time for this part of the chat.



—————— Wed

raj : this weekend, bang my chinese horny slut. on?

L : where?

raj : wait. she book.

L : bro you sure she so open? I don’t want to do anything stupid again.

raj : can la.

L : she like not open last week.

raj : she shy. but horny slut

L : she knows we fingered her?

raj : yes. she ok. don’t worry.

L : bro sure? don’t get me in trouble.

raj : nah. she wants to keep me. but she my slut. will do anything i want her to.

L : her pussy still tight like last week ?

raj : of course not la. fuck until loose already.

L : she anal?

—————— thursday

raj : bro booked. ????? ??? chalet. this saturday check in..

L : who else going?

raj : just us enough la. for now. don’t bring your wife.

—————— Friday afternoon

L : bro you sure she open? I don’t want her dead drunk like last time.

raj : yeah la. she let me video and photo anything I want.. all awake one. don’t worry.

L : share

raj : nah. show you later. drink?

L : ok.


—————— Sat

raj : [room details]

L : reaching bro. what’s the plan?

raj : just drink la. she easy.

…………

L : y she not drinking?

raj : nvm. wait. i go f her until she weak.. you come in later join.



—————

raj : come back.

L : no need. you two enjoy.

raj : come back la fuck. she ok already.

L : it’s ok. u be careful bro. dun get in trouble again.

raj : no la.. i punish her now. you see.

L : enjoy bro. delete.


I suppose there raj deleted. I was guessing, should be the last two video, him fingering her anus to punish her and then fucking her anal. I quickly went to check those two files, just glad they didn’t show her face, only her voice….




——— tuesday

L : how bro?

raj : what?

L : your chinese slut

raj : you want?

L : see how.

raj : i dump already.

L : why?

raj : boring.

L : can give number.

raj : nah

L : why

raj : still can use.


——— next thursday

L : done using?

raj : no.

L : she good?

raj : nah boring. but she desperate. see

L: she really desperate.

(I suspected there was a screen shot shared that was deleted, took note of the day and time again)

raj : yeah. my slave

L : you better dun get her pregnant

raj : she’s rich. her problem.


——— following thursday, late noon.

raj : bro. i need help.

L : why?

raj : she wants her money back. threaten police

L : what happened.

raj : long story la bro.

L : how much.

raj : a lot. thousands.

L : why so much?

raj : she gave me a lot.

L : she got evidence u ask to borrow?

raj : no. never. always she give.

L : fuck care. no case.

raj : got.

L : no case la bro. trust me.

raj : got. I did something stupid.

L : want meet?

raj : nah no mood.

L : what happened?

raj : she ask me delete photo and videos. I ask her how much.

L : that’s all?

raj : yeah. she screen shot everything.

L : you got say the how much is money ? got say anything about exchange of money for deleting?

raj : got.

L : bro. serious. anything else?

raj : yes.

L : what la? just say all.

raj : i ask her to let me and fuck her anal.

L : just send me the screen shots la. fast.

L : u in deep shit again bro.

raj : fuck la. i need help. not the obvious.

L : sorry. what she wants now?

raj : meet to delete her stuff.

L : you lucky bro. just don’t make her angry.

raj : ok.

L : don’t keep online or anything.

L : her father this kind cannot offend. sure kena jialat.

raj : ok. going now.


———— 11pm.

L : bro how. done?

raj : yeah.

L : all over?

raj : yeah. she crazy fuck.

L : why?

raj : fucked me on her own. like one horny bitch. i gave it to her jialat jialat. she like enjoy .

L : you got do anything rough to her? like slap ?

raj : nah. I not stupid. scared her room got video. let her ride me and suck me.. then i f her jialat jialat.

raj : ???? ???? [her number] you can have her.

L : no thanks bro.





—— Sat ( #4’s wedding)


—— next Tuesday

L : bro u back with her?

raj : who?

L : ur chinese crazy slut la

raj : no . y?

L : saw facebook. you two photo together. the wedding.

raj : yeah. she horny. suck my cock again. swallow like slut.

L : bro. hope u not stupid go video her again

raj : no la siao. this one crazy bitch. i’m done already.



i scrolled through the rest of they chat slowly….. there was no other content related to my fiancé anymore. felt relieved. L seemed like a reasonable person, careful. In a way, raj is lucky to have a voice of reason. from what it seems, and what I found out eventually, he probably end up with a lot more trouble with the law. already exited from his previous job for some shit. (not here to thrash about someone, keeping it short)

I realised I was done reading for the day. Couldn’t bear to read more, there was still battery but I put it away. Started driving off. Suddenly, my own phone started ringing… I took a look at the screen.

me : hey, what’s up?

her : just checking in. Thought you met with an accident. where are you?

me : huh? why? I’m at ??? ????? road.

her : you disappeared for a while!

me : what. oh .. erm… sorry. i took a nap in the car just now.

her : oh ok. text me when you get home. byyyyeee.

me : ok. love you.

her : erm.. bye.

she hung up. I stopped the car at the bus stop and checked my notifications, there were 3 texts from her. didn’t dare to check them until I reached home, in case she checks that I’ve read them.. parked my car.




15 minutes ago
her : home already? thanks for the lift once again.

8 minutes ago
her : hey?

5 minutes ago
her : are you ok???


me : just reached home.

her : ok. rest early soon. sorry to trouble you.

me : trouble?

her : made you tired, sending me home.

me : oh no luh. erm. actually. I was just stoning in the carpark.

her : are you ok? what’s wrong.

me : oh no. just feeling happy.. didn’t feel like leaving it so lingered on. sorry to have made you worried.

her : it’s ok. shoo. go bath and sleep early.

me : ok. you too. Sweet dreams.

her : by the way, I think you thought I was your ex just now is it?

me : why leh?

her : you said something before I hung up.

me : oh. sorry. habit. my bad.

her : don’t do that to yourself. move on to a fresh start.

me : sure. with you right? haha.

her : erm… too early to say right.

me : oh yes. sorry. you are too nice and sweet. can’t blame me right.

her : I see you have glib tongue.

me : no no, just stating facts .

her : ok ok. go shower. shoo shoo.

me : ok.. can’t wait for lunch tmr.

her : why leh?

me : to eat with you again.

her : huh. we are having lunch together?

me : you mentioned you want to try the mushrooms tomorrow?

her : oh yeah. I did. but you are coming all the way again?

me : yup. why not. it’s the best lunch i’ve ever had today.

her : oh ok. hey. go shower. shoo.

me : haha ok. on the toilet bowl already.

her : TOO MUCH INFO PLEASE?

me : haha. i’m sorry.

her : goooooo showerrrrrr!!!

me : ok…

me : ok. I’m done!

her : so fast?? bluff!

me : haha yup you got me.

her : I’m going to sleep already. GOOD NIGHT! byeee.

me : ok.. sweet dreams.

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—— next morning
— 630am. She usually wakes at 7am when I drove her.

me : hey, sorry to disturb you this early. Hope I didn’t wake you. Just checking if you need a lift, since we are just streets away. don’t waste money on cab.

her : Good morning! wow, you always wake this early?

me : nope. usually 8am. just in case you go to work earlier.

her : wow. that’s sweet. ok then. Hope your grab services are cheaper than market rate?

me : haha. yeah. 10%

her : discount? so little?

me : no…. 10% of your usual fare.

her : cannot la. too little.

me : how about dinner treat?

her : so expensive???

me : food courttttt….

her : ok. deal. what time are you coming over?

me : actually, I’m on my way already. I will have a shut eye later, will park at the same place. Just knock ok.

her : ok ok . I better rush.

me : just take your time. you are worth the wait.

her : yeah yeah. too early for sugar.

her : hey you are driving! don’t text!



I parked and waited. It was like a habit, like auto. My hand reached for raj’s phone and unlocked and scrolled. there was still some battery left, airplane mode really helps. Sometimes I was attempted to turn of the airplane mode to see if my fiancé has been texting or contacting him…

I scrolled to the part where my fiancé got fucked in the blue camisole and videod and photoed by him. after she was mentally tortured by him for several days, almost a week, of ignoring after being used badly during the dive trip. the emotional torment she have went through under him.



——— Tuesday

— 11 am

her : I know you don’t like to chat. if you are free for dinner anytime this week. do let me know. if you need help with your kids, do let me know also.

— 11.10am
her : supper also. ok. see you soon.


—— Thursday
— 10 pm

raj : supper. I’m coming over.

her : ok.

raj : wear something nice

her : like ? I only have t-shirt and shorts.

raj : don’t wear bra and panties.

her : huh. cannot la.

raj : see. not even trying. how to be couple.


— 10.15 pm

her : ok. just come pick me ok.

raj : if I see you lie, I go home.

her : just come ok.

raj : yeah. you be good. i make you cum many times later.




— 1am

her : text me when you get home ok?



——— Friday and Saturday

no messages



———— Sunday

— 11am

her : can we go somewhere nice for lunch? I have a present for you.

raj : what?

her : see later la.

raj : tell me now.

her : a watch.

raj : I don’t wear watches.

her : it’s a rolex.

raj : you think I your dog is it? i no money buy is it.

her : no. I just thought you might like it. I want you to be happy.



— 3pm.

her : what’s wrong? can you tell me how i can change to make you happier?

raj : you go buy g -string. you wear tonight go drinking with me. short skirt also

her : ok. what color?

raj : red

her : what time you pick me up?



— 9pm

raj : bought g string already?

her : yes. you coming over?

raj : no. you meet us at ?????

raj : don’t forget the watch

her : ok.




—— monday
— 9am

her : can we meet later? we need to talk about what happened yesterday



— 1pm

her : hey? this is serious. are you there?

raj : what?

her : your friends. i think they did something to me when you went toilet.

raj : you drunk la. don’t think so much.

her : no. really. i could remember a bit. please believe me ok.

raj : they not interested in chinese la. you think you hot is it? crazy woman.

her : I’m your girlfriend, why you believe them than me???

her : you didn’t even send me home last night! the cab driver had to help me home!

her : you don’t even worry about me until I text you?



— 2pm

raj : don’t nag. don’t anyhow call me.

her : I just want to clarify things with you. that’s all. we don’t even talk anymore.

raj : you talk too much. i always work hard to satisfy you. but you never satisfy me. only want to talk.

her : ok fine. let’s not talk anymore

raj : good.




—————————————————————————————————————————————————— ———
I saw her coming, quickly put the phone away.

her : sorry sorry! (as she got on) here this is for you. ( she handed me a simple sandwich)

me : wow. looks good. thanks! now I owe you lunch then.

her : yup. same place later?

me : sure. erm….

she took my cup of coffee and drank from it, like how we used to share… it was a habit.

her : oh sorry. I thought this was… erm..

me : it’s ok. how is it?

her : erm… it’s good. I can’t ever taste any difference though.

me : you used to share coffee with your ex?

her : erm. yup.

me : sounds sweet, you two.

there was an awkward silence for awhile. I was rather tired from waking that early as well.

me : your hair looks different today.

her : erm. oh yeah. forgot to tie.

she quickly took the band from her purse and tied it up, the way she used to, the plain jane she was.

me : haha. you look sweeter like that actually.

her : too early for your sweet talk.

I dropped her off, wished her a good day. she looked genuinely happy, walked away so cute. we didn’t text until lunch, until she appeared and I had already ordered for her, even had the chili she liked. she knew how much i hated the smell, let alone be willing to scoop it.. We went for a quick dinner after work and I suggested to watch a 8.30 pm movie. She agreed even though she’d be home late and sleep late.. she used to frowned if I ate popcorn and nachos, always wanted me to watch my health, but she offered to buy for me.

movie starting.

her : what’s that in your hand ah?

me : my t-shirt. in case you feel cold later.

her : oh. wow. thoughtful.

me : need to win your ex ma.

she giggled.. she folded her arms and rubbed her elbows, signalling to me she was cold.

we whispered

me : you cold? here use this.

her : then what about you?

me : i’m fat. can tahan.

her : we share.

me : love to.

we sat closer, I didn’t dare to put my arm around her like I used to. it felt so real, like we were a brand new couple once again. like our past, somehow, erased… our arms leaned together as we shared my t shirt. Neither of us were very interested in the movie, as time went on, I started yawning. She understood, why. “woke too early right?” I nodded, then felt her head on my shoulder as her body shifted, digging her left arm under my pit and hugging my right arm. (she was on my right). I turned my head to hers, her hair was just in my face. I resisted so hard, just sniffed her hair, not wanting to rush anything. Her scent was just natural, a bit of sweat, her shampoo. she doesn’t use perfume….. I felt my heart beat so fast, my body turned so hot.

fuck man. i missed this! i missed her so much. I realised she was sniffing my shoulder too. I could feel her breasts on my tricep.. she was hugging my arm so tightly…

her head started to shake a little, she felt something…

her : what’s wrong?

oh fuck. i didn’t realise it. how painful it was, to just sniff her hair and not hug her.

me : erm…. nothing.. nothing.

felt her wipe my tears away with the t-shirt… she lifted my chin.

her : are you ok?

me : no. i miss you so much.

her : i mis

i locked lips with her before she could finish. she kissed back. I was glad I chose the seats at the side. We locked lips and hugged. I refrained from doing anything more other than just kissing. She didn’t ask for more either.. we kissed for a really long time, our cheeks were wet, tears coming down from both sides. didn’t stop for maybe 20 minutes. we slowed down. then finally stopped when something loud happened in the movie… we both sort of giggled, hugged and watched the movie, but not long before we resumed kissing again, slowly this time, softly and slow. until almost the end of the movie.

It was surprising, how hot it was without us doing anything more than just kissing. it’s been so long since I’ve had that, perhaps for her too, like never.

after the movie, we held hands and walked out of the cinema…… both didn’t know what to say to each other…. I opened the car door for her to get in.

when I finally got in.

her : so we are dating now? sorry. I’m not experienced in this.

me : erm….. ah… erm….. sorry, I disrespected you just now.

her : disrespect?

me : i kissed you before asking you if you’d be my girlfriend. i’m so sorry ok. i really lost control.

her : it’s ok. i lost control too… i’m not experienced in this. but you are too nice to me I guess.. so that’s what kissing is like…

me : let’s pretend it never happened ok? give me one more chance. lunch tmr. will you be my date?

her : no need to pretend la. it’s ok. yup sure. i will be your date.

she held my hand gently as we drove, sort of leaned on my shoulder again.. I sent her home, even opened car door for her. walked her to her lobby and made it clear, i wasn’t trying to go up for a one night stand. bid her good bye, we hugged.

she texted me in the lift. “Reply me ONLY when you get home, otherwise I’d be upset!”

me : ok. driving off now.

I went home straight, not feeling any urge to read raj’s phone anymore..

me : home! go to bed soon ok? I will shower and sleep straightaway. pick you 7.30am tmr?

her : 7.45 is fine. you sleep more ok. Goodnight. Love you.

me : Love you more..

her : ok shooooo byeee..


I picked her the next morning, same routine, sandwich for me and share coffee with her. We started the day with a gentle and simple kiss when she got on the car and got off the car… didn’t text much, I could concentrate so well at work. Drove over to her area for lunch, then brought her to a bench in the park nearby….. sat her down on the bench like she was my princess……

her : huh what you doing? (i got down on one knee)

me : my dear #6….. sorry i mean Y… will you be my girlfriend again?

her : what again??

me : erm . no i mean…. will you be my girlfriend?

she nod her head, we had a quick peck on the lips and held my hand TIGHT, quickly help me to stand up as she sat on the bench.

a familiar voice came……

“oh my gosh. you two seriously damn cute la!!!”

[sexcision]

Great bitter sweet update. TS, u don't need to sleep ah?

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She tried to remain strong.

She tried to smile and play along.

The way she slowed herself down but remained 2 steps ahead of me as we walk…. I knew something was so wrong.

me : hey, I pick you after work??

her : ok.



I went to work, feeling very uneasy.I knew something was wrong le. why. why why. why did she have to just appear ????? not that anything wrong with that, it was just innocent #3 and her appreciation of our relationship. but the way she stood beside me, my fiancé looking up at us. She was feeling jealous???? but nothing happened between me and #3, like EVER!

I needed to test my luck.


me : my dear new gf, may I have the pleasure of having dinner with you? hope you are not bored of me already.

her : ok. same time. let me focus on work ok.

me : same for me.

she was trying her best I suppose, but it felt different. I couldn’t really focus…. i needed to remind myself why I’m swallowing down so much of my pride to put in even more effort for her. went back to my car to take the phone, charged it at my desk. waited a while…



—— monday
(let’s not talk anymore)




——— tuesday

no messages


——— wed

her : I’m sorry. can we go for a hotel stay together? and restart?

raj : you will change?

her : yes. I will try harder. please ok?

raj : ok. book 2 rooms. I ask my friend along.

her : can it be just us?

no replies for 2 hours.

her : ok. I booked.. this saturday. [details….]

raj : my kids how?

her : ok. I transfer later..


——— friday

her : received?

raj : yeah.

her : can we have dinner together? I will wear the red again.

raj : no need. wear it tmr

her : ok. how about dinner? I don’t wear?


——— Sat morning

her : are you picking me up?

raj : no.

her : ok I see you there later.




her : I got the keys already. are you on the way?





No messages until Sunday noon. I think we all can guess what happened in between…


—— Sunday afternoon

her : Thanks for the weekend. home?

raj : yeah

(things became better???)

her : my period coming tmr. we have dinner tmr?

raj : no

her : how about this thursday? we go sentosa, nice restaurant. like our dive trip again. romantic.

raj : ok

her : hope you like the new belt.

raj : no. don’t waste money. i can buy myself.



she didn’t reply him, probably turned off that he preferred money instead.



—— Wednesday

her : can pick me around 6pm?

raj : ok


— midnight

her : home?

raj : yes. go somewhere nice again tmr

her : ok. thanks for tonight.


—— Thursday

her : pick me same time today?

raj : yes


— 6.30pm

her : you on your way? our reservations are at 7pm, cannot be late. Already paid cannot refund.



— 10pm

her : thanks for tonight.

raj : yeah. same tmr again.

her : ok.


—— Friday
— 3pm

raj : dinner?

her : ok.

raj : somewhere nice

her : ok.


— 6.20pm

raj : where you?

her : coming, sorry meeting just ended

raj : hurry la



—— 7 pm

her : can you please come back?

raj : nah you taking me for granted.

her : trust me ok. the food here is really good. please come back

raj : i wear nicely for u, u bring me this kind

her : the food here is expensive too.

raj : nah i’m not stupid.

her : [menu prices] see! I’m telling the truth!


—— 8.30 pm

her : why are you treating me like this? I’m already doing everything I can to please you but nothing seems to work. I’ve already helped you as much as I can, do you know how much the watch cost? do you know how much the belt cost? and all the meals and everything i’ve been paying and buying for you? done everything you wanted!! Even pretended like our friend didn’t finger me without my consent! even blow you in front of him! even. even let you anal as many times as you want even though its so painful! do you know I’ve been bleeding when I go to the toilet? I’ve tried my best already. what more do you want?

raj : yeah yeah. you perfect little miss. everything you do is right. I never ever ask you for anything. you keep giving me things you think i don’t know you look down on me.

her : it’s because i really don’t understand. you didn’t treat me like that last time. why are you treating me like this now?

raj : cos you never give me what I really want.

5 minutes later…

her : ok. tell me what you want, and I’ll give.

raj : you fuck me and my friend.

her : sorry, that’s just not right at all.

raj : bye


Sunday - Thursday

No messages between them


—— Friday.

— 2pm

her : I had a really bad day at work. can you please come over later? I let you do anything you want. also, I bought a present for you.

raj : ok

— 7pm

her : you coming?

raj : no

her : why?

raj : bike no petrol.



her : I just transferred. please come.

raj : ok.



— 10.15 pm

her : i’m sorry.

raj : nah. we are done

her : can you please understand how painful it is for me?

raj : u go see what u said. u do anything i want. u buy present for me. both lies

her : i really did get you a present but you left before I could give it to you.

raj : I wanted to bring my friend. but did i?

her : i’m sorry, i really cannot take the pain anymore.

raj : see. lies!


—— Sat morning.

her : still angry? just come and take your present ok? I’m sure you will like it.

raj : lies.

her : no I mean it, you can take and go. I can bring to your house also.

raj : i don’t need your present. I’m not your dog. you want me come over? i bring my friend. how?

her : he will be here for? just watch us?

raj : no. he will do everything with you. only anal. no more pussy fuck for you from now on.

her : no

raj : bye.


—— sunday evening,

— 8pm.

raj : i’m sorry. i miss you.

raj : sorry for being so angry with you. I behaved badly.

her : it’s ok . just come over and we talk things properly can?

raj : ok. i need settle my kids first.

her : need help?

raj : ok



— 10pm

her : you not coming I guess?



—— Monday

— 8pm

her : I know the truth. I know everything. you’ve been lying to me. your kids are not even young. you are not even taking care of them, you’ve been preying on me all this time.

her : Please kindly return me the watch and all the money, a total of $???? I’ve lent you. The evidence are all in this chat.. If not, I will lodge a complain. you can keep the belt. \


—— Tuesday

— 9 am

her : Please kindly return me the watch and all the money, a total of $???? I’ve lent you. The evidence are all in this chat.. If not, I will lodge a complain.



—— Wednesday

— 9 am

her : Please kindly return me the watch and all the money, a total of $???? I’ve lent you. The evidence are all in this chat.. If not, I will lodge a complain.


—— Thursday

— 9am

her : Please kindly return me the watch and all the money, a total of $???? I’ve lent you. The evidence are all in this chat.. If not, I will lodge a complain.

— 3pm

her : please delete all my photos and videos as well.

raj : nah, you gave me permission to take them, they are mine.

her : no. please delete them. you can keep the watch.

raj : not enough.

her : how much you want?

raj : stop asking me for $????, and transfer me another $????.

her : you will delete ?

raj : yes

her : is there anything else you want?

raj : yeah. you fuck me and my friend. anal.

her : [image of screen shots of their chat, all the blackmails he made, she was smart, raj’s number wasn’t save. it was just his number. no dispute]

her : here is the evidence of you blackmailing me, as you can see, it’s your number there as well.



—4pm

her : so how? you better not block me, if not, my next stop is a lawyer and police.

— 4.30pm

raj : ok. you win. what do you want?

her : you come over tonight, bring your phone. I will delete them myself.

raj : the money?

her : you take your time. $100 a month for ?? months.. I will let you sign a contract, then you can delete the screen shots on my phone. this is my kindness to you. Fair? I just want things to end cleanly between us.

raj : ok.

her : bring the watch back.

raj : I can’t. I sold it

her : it’s ok. I will add $???? to the total, and now it’s $200 per month for ?? months. no pressure. I believe this arrangement is already very kind to you. you agree?

looking at that amount, i googled and realised she bought him the cheapest available.

raj : yes. thank you. I’m sorry.

her : please make sure you don’t have any copies or duplicates. if that happens……. (she made her own threat, also reminding him that if he tries to report her threat, it will only bring light to his original blackmail)

raj : you so ugly. i keep copies for fuck. don’t think so highly of yourself.

her : good. see you later.



no more messages between them until….

—— Saturday night (#4’s wedding)

her : did you record me just now?

raj : no la siao.

her : by the way, just letting you know I still have the screen shots in my email and I’ve given to my lawyer to draft a letter of complaint. In the contract you signed with me, there was nothing that says I cannot keep as insurance. If you try to blackmail me with your bullshit ‘didn’t delete one’ again, I will just go straight to the police with lawyer’s letter, no discussion, no explanation. It will be immediate.

raj : ok.

raj : it’s not all my fault you know?

her : say whatever you want. I’m done with your bullshit and lies.

raj : yes last time my fault, never cherish u. now I alone, I regret. but this morning, you purposely show me your cleavage so many times. u expect me not to want you?


——— sunday
— 12.30 am

raj : i realise you never delete one, I thought you want me to have it for memory. I watch it every night. i miss you a lot.


— 2 am

raj : can give me second chance? I promise. I will pay you back, no more taking money from you anymore. I promise



— 2.45 am

raj : i just transferred you $1000. See i am serious. I really miss you my dear #6. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.



— 9am

raj : good morning my dear. you checked already. got receive?

her : yes. thank you. now it’s $200 for ?? months. please keep your receipt, i will keep as record as well. if you can’t pay, just message and explain. I will be understanding, but you better not take advantage of my kindness again.

raj : I won’t please give me another chance.


— 11am

raj : you there?

raj : you block me?

raj : hello?














11 days later.

—— thursday
— 7pm.

her : hi.

raj : hey dear. finally you reply. i missed you every single day.

her : no. I still have some of your things. please come over and take them. I’ve already transferred you $100 for petrol money. no more drama.

raj : ok. I rush over now. can’t wait to see you.


— 9pm

raj : i’m sorry. I lost control. please forgive me.

her : it’s a mistake. just move on. goodbye.



SHE GOT FUCKED AGAIN????? what was the mistake? anal???

[1231231233]

[one ticks til then, probably blocked]

raj : come on. you enjoyed it too. you still love me, i can tell. i can feel it.

raj : the way you sucked my cock, you miss it. admit it.

raj : come on la girl, I really love you.

raj : hello?



she blocked raj for the next 2 months thereabouts, he dropped her ‘hi’ and transferred message to test his luck, in the SMS section as well, only until after I got her to unblock days before the boat trip. there was nothing else that hasn’t been shared already.


I sat at work… realising what’s she’s gone through.

shocked at how low and pathetic she became

over her first sexual relationship.

I was upset, with how hard she tried to salvage with him, comparing to the way she treated me in the past. it wasn’t, it wasn’t even close at all. it was at least 100 times better, better than now. Perhaps his torturous experience made her weary of relationship. does she even know how to love anymore without having trust issues?

I couldn’t help but pity her, not even feeling angry with her.. angry with myself for being so weak with #5. a plump woman, PREGNANT SOMEMORE.. i was seriously fucked up.



me : I know you said to focus at work, sorry, can’t help but think of you again. Jiayou and see you later!

she didn’t reply for hours. I got a tad worried, left office earlier to get something for her. a plush toy which she used to like when she was younger.

her : sorry, just saw. thank you.

me : what time you get off?

her : 6pm. let me focus on clearing. I don’t want you to wait for me.

me : ok. I will reach exactly at 6 then. one less worry for you dear.

I gave her the toy when she got on, she laughed excitedly actually, but expression changed cold a little while. like she was putting on a cold front. we had dinner somewhere nice and simple in changi, then dessert. it wasn’t like our official first date, but similar to it. I think she picked up on it as well. I brought her for a long walk, she let me hold her hand..

me : thanks for accepting me …. (i almost said again) I promise I won’t make the same weak and stupid mistakes I did with my ex.

her : no. you are perfect ok. don’t apologise over nothing. we are all flawed, I’m more flawed than you. you just don’t know it yet.

me : then why do you make me feel complete? why do you make me feel I cannot be without you?

she sort of melted and hugged me : take me home.

she pulled my hand and led me back to my car quickly. it was dark and quiet, I put her hand on my exposed and hard penis, she turned and took a look, was shocked but held it gently as we walked. we both laughing…

me : which home?

her : our next home.

me : the new bed is here by the way.

her : ok. let’s make some memories on it.

she sucked my cock like a slut as I sped drove back, holding her body in case i had to break. alerted her when we were close. she zipped me up, almost zipping my skin with it. it was funny… she went to my mom and hugged her. I realised she’s closer to my mother than her own, my mother was a simple housewife woman, whereas her mother was a career minded woman who was stricter and perhaps not as warm.. I waited for her, my mother realised and told her to join me.

we jogged up to my room and lost it in the room. she ripped my shirt off pants off. sat on the new bed and sucked me off, not even giving a damn about the new bed, new sheets and her not home clean dress… I helped her unzip her dress down her back. the bra she wore was simple too, beige. normal panties. we both got naked and I lifted her on the bed. reminded myself not to lick her like Ow did, just went straight and licked her hard and fast. She grabbed my head and hair, her legs clamped so tight on my ears.. I got up, reminded myself not to fuck her g spot, not too deep either, just fuck her in between.... we kissed passionately…..

me : i like this look. can you keep it?

she nodded her head, her hair was still tied but loosen from all the shaking. she had no make up on, not even lip gloss….

me : i don’t know why……. last time I didn’t feel this way. but now…. even your plain beige panties………….. i find super hot……

in and out. in and out in and out in and out….

her : stop stop… please stop.

she started to smack my hands really hard.. i stopped and she signalled me to get off her… I got so worried and sat beside her. she lay there for a moment, looking away, she was crying…

me : hey hey hey? i’m sorry. did I do something wrong????

her : no. (she sniffed very very hard)

me : please don’t leave. please don’t leave. please. you can take all the time you need. i won’t ask anything. i promise.

her : ok. just let me be alone.

I hugged her tight, then put her properly on the bed for her to rest on, she faced the wall and I covered her with the blanket…. I went to take a shower, but kept the door open. I started to worry that she may just leave without me knowing.

she didn’t move much, was still facing the wall on her side of the bed. I wore my t-shirt and shorts.. sat behind her and hugged her.

me : I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have rushed things..

her : no it’s not your fault.

me : no more anyone’s fault ok? it’s just us. take your time. us ok. us together. please don’t give up on me. please don’t break with me.

her : i will never ever break with you. i promise.

me : same for me.

her : ok.

I got up, went to get her a glass of water and persuaded her to drink. she didn’t have the mood to shower… we slept comfortably on a bigger bed, but i still leaned my back on hers towards her side. next morning, when i woke up, she wasn’t beside me. I panicked so hard, searched for my phone and called her immediately, then realise it was ringing still in my room. went downstairs to check, she was making breakfast for my mom. father still asleep. they both looked at me, surprised. we ate. then she hurried me to shower and change.. she let me hug and wash her back for her. when we changed, I saw some blood stain on the bed.

i fucked her too hard! she was in pain! maybe i reminded her of teo!! that’s why!!

she tied her hair up, saw the way i looked at her… then looked down. when we were in the car, i realised her hair wasn’t tied anymore…. the dress she chose…… it was the blue dress with the zip in front. perhaps she didn’t bring her plain dresses from last time here.

me : my dear Y, how’s the new bed?

her : Y? no need already.

me : oh ok. how’s the new bed?

her : yup it’s good.

me : good meh, harder for you to kick me out of bed. too much space .

her : haha true….

I looked at her as i was slowing the car down to let her alight…. then noticed something…

me : wah laooooooo…. you purposely one lo.

her : huh what?

me : the turquoise…. ( i pointed at her lowered zip, which allowed me to see into her dress and her a hint of her cup)

her : oh. nothing la…

she got off , saw her walk away, she didn’t even zip it up…

me : pick you for lunch later?

her : don’t text and drive. told you before already. you never even will your money to me yet.

me : haha ok ok. let me know later.

her : I come over .

me : oh my. can’t wait.. I tell Teo, we need his office later?

her : no need. just tell him I’m giving you a surprise, so he act along.

me : ok. i also act along.


fuck man! life felt GREAT!!! this was the PERFECT BALANCE ! I was very happy when I told Teo, he was in his bad mood but agreed to help. he seemed to have a soft spot for her.

12.pm.

me : dear where you?

12.05 pm

her : lift. with Teo.

me : ok ok.

Teo went straight to his office, gave me a rather weird look, not sure what it was.

her : ready to go out for lunch?

me : oh , we not having here?

i was surprised, but can’t stop staring at her chest. her zip was half down, could see the top part of her turquoise cups. her hair was untied.

her : nope. didn’t buy.

me : ok let’s go…. (she turned) hey wait. take this, wait.. let me find.. wet tissue… here..

her : why?

me : think you sat on something dusty.

her : oh ok.

we went for lunch. her zip went up higher, i didn’t notice. it was normal. nothing special. she took a car back on her own. as I walked back to office, i received a text from her.

her : I need to go and settle the condo showing. you pick me later around 8.30pm at my condo.

me : ok. then you need dinner?

her : nope. see you…

=======

she came down and got in. lowered her zip all the way while I marvelled at them the journey back. she zipped back before she alighted.. in our room, I brought her in the shower immediately and stripped her naked. fucked her against the wall.

her : oh yeah hor. our monthly anniversary last week.

I actually forgot about it. all the drama.

me : we can finally celebrate now?

her : ok. just don’t fall….

I tried to fuck her passionately and gently, but she was like too tired and exhausted to enjoy. She let me hug her to sleep though.


—— next day, Friday.

she wore a black dress to work, not too short. I saw her grey bra, kind of reminded me of my ex colleague b.
— 10 am

her : I asked #3 to join us for lunch. we console her ok?

me : erm. ok. weird though. go where?

her : decide later. you come our area. 11.45am.

me : ok. love you ONLY. ONLY YOU NO ONE ELSE.

her : lame.

at lunch, I made sure to sit beside her. but somehow, my fiancé moved to sit beside #3 after she sat opposite from me. it was just very weird for me, but #3 seemed ok. didn’t talk much about anything, she just kept asking about me and my fiancé. she kept asking #3 to show me pictures of her kid. I gave her the annoyed look and even took a long dump in the toilet until she had to call me to go back.. she pushed me away when i tried to kiss her before going off, #3 was smiling at us.

i texted her as I rushed back to my car.

me : let’s never do that again. i hated it.

her : ok. won’t happen again. i’m truly sorry.

me : punish later at home. you still need to go back to your condo today?

her : no.

— 4pm, I went to Teo’s office to get him to sign something

teo : bro how? like the surprise?

me : boring la. we never use your office. don’t worry.

teo : use my office? no i mean. the surprises.

me : what do you mean?

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Great bitter sweet update. TS, u don't need to sleep ah?

trying to finish the sharing before things get too busy at work.

[spaman7]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

trying to finish the sharing before things get too busy at work.

Thanks for the update and sharing.

[diputs1269]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

trying to finish the sharing before things get too busy at work.

Great, +15 rep points for your time and effort, cheers!

[SerflySGR]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

trying to finish the sharing before things get too busy at work.

Please take care Bro 1231231233.

I read your posts, I can't help but to feel your pain. Reminds me a bit of what I went through. I found painful to relate so I had to stop.

And yet you soldier on. Salute you, bro!

[1231231233]

Teo : I knew something was off. gosh. what happened between you two??? sit sit.

he sat me on the sofa with him. he started to unlock his phone.

me : bro. i accidentally fuck her colleague.

he sat there quiet. seriously stunned.

teo : she found out or you told her?

me : a bit of both..

teo : what happened?

me : we quarrelled. the friend consoled me, got me drunk ..

teo : how you two now then?

me : I thought was ok already. sorry she used you I supposed…?

teo : you better see for yourself.. i’m sorry. really thought she. I also sensed something was wrong. i tell you later. you read first…

he went to pour a drink for each of us and handed one to me.

———————————

—— Yesterday
— 10 am

her : hi hi.

teo : hello sis. (in chinese actually, younger sister in law)

her : he told you already? the surprise?

teo : no leh. only said got surprise. not sure what also.

her : can you bring me up later?

teo : ok. what time?

her : maybe around 11.30?

teo : ok. what surprise ah?

her : you just play along ok? btw, you have drink in your office?

teo : yes. ????? why ah? you two wanna celebrate something?

her : you bring a glass along when you come down to pick me?

teo : oh ok. weird leh.

her : not like your office building as high traffic as mine.

teo : oh yeah. true. ok, just call me later.

her : yup ok. thanks so much in advance. it’s going to be a big favour. i warn you first. but help me ok.

teo : haha. ok. anything for you two la.

her : thank you.



— 5pm

her : hi hi.

teo : hi sis.

her : thanks for the help just now.

teo : ok. welcome.

teo : you sure he wants that??

her : yup. trust me. he needs it.

teo : oh ok.

her : I need another favour.

teo : sure.

her : can you give me a lift home?

teo : ok. what time?

her : what time you free?

teo : now?

her : just drive over. let me know when you reach

teo : erm, just sent you home only right?

her : you not willing to help?

teo : send you home is ok. just that only right?

her : nope

teo : what else?

her : don’t worry ok. he really needs this.

teo : it’s damn weird

her : you prefer I find someone else?

teo : will he prefer someone else?

her : definitely not.

teo : ok. but cannot go too far ok.

her : we are doing this for him. it’s his surprise. he’d be happier. trust me ok?

teo : ok.

her : please help me keep it as a surprise. otherwise, might ruin us.

teo : so serious? ok. you two ok ?

her : yup we are. but I want to make him happier.

teo : ok…..


— 5.45pm

teo : i’m driving over.

her : ok. I’ll come down soon.


— 7.45pm

her : thanks for the help.

teo : most welcome. you sure you two ok? and he’s ok with this???

her : yes. trust me. I swear on my life. he will be happier after this.

teo : you really need to tell him. don’t keep it to yourself.

her : ok. thanks for the help again. sorry to rush you off to drive even though you drank. but I scared he sees you in the carpark and ruins the surprise.

teo : Don’t worry. I can drive. I understand. jiayou.

her : thanks.


——— today

— 2pm.

teo : have you told him yet?

her : nope not yet. tonight. he will be happier after today.

teo : good to hear that.

her : thanks. you are the only one I could trust ask for help on this. hope you understand.

teo : don’t worry. I won’t think too much.. I know you weren’t enjoying also. you really love him a lot to do all these for him. good.

her : who says I didn’t enjoy?

teo : funny la you. you drank during lunch is it?

her : nope. i’m sober. and I mean it. yours is very nice. the best I ever had.

teo : yeah yeah. J, you using your wife phone is it? nice try.. hope you enjoy la.

her : [hand cover mouth emoji]


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teo to me : bro drink. stay calm.

me : i’m calm.

teo : i’m sorry.

me : it’s not your fault leh. non at all. what happened ah?

teo : there is something about her, she needs to tell you. she told me that’s the reason she’s giving you the 2 surprise. aiya i just tell you, i trust you not to overreact, i don’t want you to torture keep wondering what it is. she came over, in the lift she pulled me close, asked me to bring her somewhere secluded. we went staircase, she took the drink, drank half, told me to finish it, then she tell me what help she needed… i drank, she pulled me over to the steps, she put the glass down and sat on the steps, handed me her phone, told me to record. then start to unzip me.. i stopped her, but she begged me, like cry a bit, say she needs this to make you happier. if not you two will break.. sorry bro, i really confused, you said got surprised. she told me you wanted it also. i really though you know bro, so just let her do whatever she wanted… i’m so sorry.

me : no it’s ok……… i think she needed that to get back at me. so she can move on from the fact I slept with her friend / colleague behind her back. it’s ok. really. it’s my fault. at least she came to you and not some ex lover or what.

teo : ex lover? she got meh?

me : then the second part?

teo : erm. i drove her back. she brought me up. at first ask me opinion like if i bachelor will buy a not, or how to position the furniture. then start to make me drink a lot you two selling the condo? really?

me : yup. thought told you already.

teo : ok. i rmb but paiseh, also not sure if remembered wrongly…

me : what happened then?

teo : she asked me for help again….. passed me her phone, ask me record, she start to strip at first, I thought that was it. then she start to unzip my pants also, i thought she just blow again. but she wanted more. ask me pose, like it’s going in.….. i kept telling her bad idea, but she just kept saying ‘you will be happier’ ‘you will be happier’ she really believed it.. told me you know got surprise coming. i’m just the help that’s all… sorry bro…

me : it’s ok. she manipulated you. she never ask you to push in?

teo : got. i kept telling her bad idea, she told me, just posing only at first. take photo instead of video, ask me push in a bit. then take a short video only…… bro i was drunk. she kept requesting more and more, I also lost control, was high already. you know me.

me : yeah. i know. you red you gg. that time C you also want.

teo : yes. exactly.. like that time. no offence to sis la. but really. i admit. i lost control also… but once the video done. i could tell, she wasn’t enjoying it. bro really. you must believe me. she wasn’t enjoying it at all. i don’t know why she typed like that, that’s why i really thought it was you using her phone. like you’ve seen the surprises already… her face really, i see already, like shrink. cos like she don’t want and i raping her like that. felt damn wrong… really sorry.

me : it’s ok. better you than anyone else. really. i appreciate it was you. got you for her to turn to. i fucked it all up in the first place. it’s on me. really. don’t have to apologise.

teo : she haven’t sent you the videos?

me : no. this noon she arranged some weird lunch with another of her colleague. like she trying to set me up with her. she always does that…

teo : who ? i know?

me : think so. #3...

teo’s face changed, like a look of realisation…..

me : why?

teo : go find her. be calm (he hugged me from the side tight and firm) you listen to me bro. you BE CALM ok. do not overreact to anything.

me : you know something?

teo : i think so. but it’s her thing to tell you. not me. trust me right?

me : yes.

he shook me hard and tight.

teo : remember, BE FUCKING CALM. don’t react to anything. go. go get her. remember, she loves you enoughh to do all these, trust me ok. she doesn’t. oh fuck. i know why she typed that. she knew I will show you our chat. sounds like her?

me : yes. she’s good.

teo : fuck. she’s smart. she knew. now i get it. now wonder so weird.

me : but you two fucked already leh.

teo : no la. when alone with her, it was just weird. she didn’t want. until we go up you two condo. you in the room watching us right. then she ok. alone with me, she no interest. really

me : maybe.

she shook me hard and punched my arm.

teo : not really. that’s the truth. go get her. make sure she tells you everything. update me also ok. when you two ok already. call me if you need anything.

he knew me well. I was rather shaken up.. teo lifted me up, brought me to my office and took my stuff for me.

teo : you sure you can drive?

me : yes. but still early.

teo : just go la. go there and wait. if you feel like going off, you call me. understood? you can’t think now. you did this for me before, now my turn for you. remember ?

me : true. ok.

teo : step 1. go get her. step 2. stay calm. step 3. stay calm.


me : ok.


he gave me a hard and tight hug, and walked out normally, making sure the people in our office didn’t worry over nothing…. I realise something. I need to let her know I had raj’s phone.