I was an animal, now I'm paying for it.

[baotohk]

Originally Posted by stupiderthanu

I've thought about this issue too. I've only been smoking for like 7 years only?? like how can all these be due to smoking right???

btw, any samsters tried this CORE HIV 1+2 test kit before? Care to share experience?

Link: http://www.aidstestkit.blogspot.com/...94de1de2bb7c56

just go for the test at proper clinic unless your aim is to promote this website

[stupiderthanu]

Originally Posted by baotohk

just go for the test at proper clinic unless your aim is to promote this website

My aim is not to promote that site at all.. I'm just so scared i'm looking for anyone who tried out the self test kit before..

I don't know if i should try it, even though I've arranged to buy it..

I mean if negative ok. I'll wait another month and test again.. And if negative again, straightaway go to AFA or any anon testing facility to test..

If positive, I really don't know how.. Should I immediately test again with the other kit I bought???

[Tsar]

When I quit and went cold turkey from smoking. I experience the same things as TS. I have being smoking for 20 years. I am clean from smoke and alcohol for 6 months. However SBF is another issue. Hahaha

[Dreamer76]

Dun worry just go for the test, having HIV doesnt mean its end of the world. Ppl with HIV are still living happily for the past 1-20 years.

Was stressed like you b4, but still went for the test. After the test totally quitted from the scene, the most just go for massage and op for HJ.

[owl888]

Everyone has their sexual needs, u pay for it anyway so no way u r an animal. I believe base on those symtoms u described dosen't conclude u have HIV, if u worry maybe can test overseas like at JB?

[stupiderthanu]

Wah all this talk of testing myself or going to AFA to test..

I think i'll just cancel testing myself and leave it alone for awhile...

[sexfrenzy]

Originally Posted by stupiderthanu

Wah all this talk of testing myself or going to AFA to test..

I think i'll just cancel testing myself and leave it alone for awhile...

Your symptoms look very generic.. could be withdrawal symdrom from quitting smoking.

Anyway to have a peace of mind, just go for the checkup. Just draw some blood onli mah.

[stupiderthanu]

Originally Posted by sexfrenzy

Your symptoms look very generic.. could be withdrawal symdrom from quitting smoking.

Anyway to have a peace of mind, just go for the checkup. Just draw some blood onli mah.

Haha.. Thanks sexfrenzy.. Your msg brought a smile to my face, and that hasn't happened for quite some time..

The draw blood part of course not scared bro.. I'm not manny 'pacman' pacquio.. The scary part is the results..

I know, most samsters say, scared of consequences, don't cheong.. But what if it was at a time when I was not thinking straight??

At times like this, I also can't see what I'm looking for, through all this postings and stuff.. maybe i'm just here to air my grievances, doubts and confess all past wrongs (albeit anonymously).. Maybe i'm just one of those who doesn't have the balls to face it head-on..

I envy and applaud all the samsters who mustered up the courage and go ahead with the testing, beating all their fears.. I on the other hand seem to cower up in a corner.. I wish I had your strength, your bravery..

[stupiderthanu]

Wah, jialat lah...

How I wish I had found sammyboy earlier.. Read a lot of the older posts..

Guys go GL, wait 3 months, test, then cheong again... Makes me feel damn stupid sia now.. Sometimes not even 1 month I go cheong again.. Never got tested..

I think I die already loh....

[5ag1_Boar]

What does that achieve? It will not protect you. Testing is not prevention.

[stupiderthanu]

Originally Posted by Tsar

When I quit and went cold turkey from smoking. I experience the same things as TS. I have being smoking for 20 years. I am clean from smoke and alcohol for 6 months. However SBF is another issue. Hahaha

Hi tsar.. Really you had nightsweats also from quitting?????

Originally Posted by sagiboar

What does that achieve? It will not protect you. Testing is not prevention.

Well, testing gives u peace of mind.. Extremely contradictory, considering my situation..

I never cared for the past 3 years.. Don't care, just went ahead doing all these things.. Totally self destructive attitude..

[sgjoey]

Point of clarification....

HUMANS ARE ONE SPECIES OF ANIMAL.

More specifically, we are one species of great apes. The other great apes are chimps, bonobos, gorillas and orangutans.

See, for instance, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ape .

[ImmatureBoy]

Originally Posted by stupiderthanu

Hi tsar.. Really you had nightsweats also from quitting?????



Well, testing gives u peace of mind.. Extremely contradictory, considering my situation..

I never cared for the past 3 years.. Don't care, just went ahead doing all these things.. Totally self destructive attitude..

Take it easy and all the best. my fren had the same experience as yrs but after check HIV but he has some kidney problem tats why he had all these issues. he cheong also not much also but yeah. better check n have a peace of mind

[stupiderthanu]

the more i read, the more i believe i'm closer to my wits end..

http://sbf.today/showthread.php?t=47849

and i haven't even been for the test.. I really feel scared...

[stupiderthanu]

Originally Posted by sgjoey

Point of clarification....

HUMANS ARE ONE SPECIES OF ANIMAL.

More specifically, we are one species of great apes. The other great apes are chimps, bonobos, gorillas and orangutans.

See, for instance, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ape .

Thanks for your kind words..

I'll keep that in mind in case I decide to do anything to myself.. I just pray that I don't, cause its getting hard and its getting to me so much..