Originally Posted by xxxcliffxxx
i stay in a new estate, just moved in 1 year plus ago. The block beside us, just got ready not too long ago and ppl moved in.
About 3, 4 months back, i started jogging, tried to run every weekday. I just run around the field not far away, a few rounds. Initially, i ran at night.
Once, when i ran, i met this girl who was there jogging as well. When i ran, i ran in the same direction, round after round (not many rounds lah, my stamina not too good). But she is interesting, she finished 1 round, reveresd, finished 1 round, reversed again. She is not tall, maybe 158cm, a little chubby, just little, long curvy hair. I never look at her face, just glanced a few times when we crossing each other running in opposite direction. She is tanned. I am not sure if she is chinese, but she looks pino to me. She runs damn fast, much faster than i do. She always wear that dark green singlet with black shorts, always.
Since that day, i tried to run roughly at the same timing as the time i met her. Initially, i did met her again a few times. And after that she would walk over to the play ground below my block (and her block) to cool down, do some sit up. I would just rest around there, pretending resting, but actually catching glances at her. I boh ji, don't dare to strike a talk with her. And there were always quite a few others there as well.
Then, for some time, i did not see her again. Running at night time is not too conveniet for me. I talk to gf every night, over phone. I gotto run, cool down and bath before i call her. It can't be too late due to her job, she cannot slp late. If i run early, i have to take dinner early, which is also 1 problem. So, since i never saw that girl again, i changed to run in the morning, early morning.
Last night, i was quarrelling with gf over the phone. We are getting married this eyar end. It was farking hot in my room, so i walked down to playground, while still on the phone. Talking, quarrelling halfway, i saw that girl coming over. She just finished her run, colling down now. Her timing was later than the previous timing that i met her, by roughly an hour. Through out, i couldn't concentrate on the phone call, but kept stealing glances at her.
I know this is not love, just lust, lust for her body, especially after seeing her sweating all over, seeing her boobs moving up, down, up, down when she's breathing doing sit up. I am physically atracted to her body. I feel like, going down to playground every night same timing, just to see her.
I really hope to know her, and have something advanced. But kind of don't know what to do. Shall i just approach her when she was cooling down? Shall i follow her up her block (next to my block, seperated by carpack)? I have never seen her at other places aroudn the area before, like the coffeeshop, or fairprice, and never met her during morning peak hour when going work. I am getting married. If i do get to know her, i hope to let her know, and be straightforward that i am there for flings, because i really do not want to give her impression of i am there for love, for marriage. By the way, i am moving out of that estate, end of the year also.
What can i do so that i will not regret? And sorry for the long winded paragraphs.
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12-08-2011, 12:21 AM
